शोध स्वतःचा ! (Random Thoughts)

काल रात्री जरा स्वतःबद्दल विचार करत होतो.कुठलही काम करताना मी त्यात किती involve होतो ह्याचा विचार चालू होता.एकुण अस लक्ष्यात आलं की आपला फिजिकल स्टामिना अगदी भरपूर आहे. जनरली स्वतःला शारिरीक ताण देताना फार कष्ट घ्यायला लागत नाहीत ! त्यामानानी वैचारिक किंवा बौद्धिक ताण पेलणे जास्त जड़ जाते :)
शारिरीक बाबतीत बरयापैकी उत्साही असणारा मी, वैचारिक किंवा बौद्धिक बाबतीत मी फार आळशिपणा करतो. Actually कुठलही काम करताना फीजिकली काहीही कमी न ठेवणे आणि इतर दोन बाबतीत AaLashipana करणे ह्यालाच पाट्या टाकणे असे म्हणतात !! आत्तापर्यंत असे अनेक अनुभव जमा आहेत....
विचार आणि बुद्धि वापरायचा आळशीपणा करणे ह्याचा अर्थ त्या साठीची संवेदन शीलता आणि क्षमता नाही असे मात्र नाही. After all i am gifted individual !!! :)

The following example might clarify what i tried to say ..........

We generally come in contact of lot of individuals. which have different senses and different frequencies. n when u can set matching frequeny, u start resonating !! i have a feeling that i have discent no of sharp senses/frequencies to select from. So when i come into contact with anyone, i have a good choice of frequncies to set with the individual next to me. But here comes my AaLashipana comes into picture...
I look for the least difficult way to carry out. i select the frequncies which are suitable (सोयीस्कर )
for me. I even pretend sometimes that i cant respond to other frequencies which are unusual, untested and which are not expected. Most of the times, the decision is unintentional and based on the gut feeling !! But not always....This is the main reason why i can be percepted as a totally different individual by two friends......
SO the funda is "Being open means offering as many frequencies from ur set, as u can"

I know the writing above might not be conveying exactly what i wanted to convey. May be i myself dont know what i have to convey...
But one thing is sure.. I have discovered something which is there. Hope over a period of time i will have a clarity to put it precisely into words..